Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Life limbo

We all know how long I've been trying to get pregnant. I've also become quite obsessed with running races and losing the weight. I just feel caught in the middle of being able to make plans but knowing that we are going to try to cycle soon. 

I want to sign up for races but....I'm not going to be training for a half marathon if I am pregnant. And the dates for registering are fast approaching. Some races are not that cheap so I don't want to eat the cost...even though obviously I'd rather eat the costs.

Do you see a pattern? I feel like I am caught in quicksand. 

Sigh. I am just taking it day by day. It's all I really can do. 

As a little bit of a warning, I will probably not have many posts that go into details while I'm cycling. I will be writing them, just not publishing them. I don't exactly know the timing of it all and I have some in real life friends and family that read this and because of that I don't want to feel like I need to supply answers. It's nothing personal and if anyone wants more details, feel free to get in contact with me.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Nothing much noteworthy

Since I moved most of my weight loss posts over to my other blog, I haven't done the best updating over here. As of today, I am down 27 lbs! I have an 8k race coming up in 8 weeks and I am signed up for a 5k in early May. 

Work is slightly frustrating right now but I'm trying to work through it as best I can. The problem is that I would like to take on some other roles but am meeting with some resistance from a coworker. My boss is supportive but also tends to favor the other coworker. So...I'm just proceeding with caution for right now. 

I've talked with my nurse at the RE's office and we've set up a timeline for getting some testing done that will allow the doctor to determine what protocol he would like me to do. Damn, it feels real now. I need to keep shaking the money tree to make sure enough coins fall in time! ;-)

Life is just really slightly boring but yet...not. Ever have that? Maybe it's more of the fact that I have so much coming up but it's not here yet so it doesn't feel like much. I have no idea. I'm talking myself into circles right now. All I've been doing is working, working out, sleeping.

Well, have a great week everyone! Here's to hoping I have something worth talking about soon!